Monday, October 15, 2007

Today is the 1st day of sch. Sld be happy as I have been a long time nv see my classmate le. They were still the same. Very cute, adorable, cheerful,ect...

Sch end early today, and I tot that it will be a good day. But now I guess not. I didn't know why things are so difficult for me to understand and know. I think my EQ is really low and my intelligent is even worst. I can't get along well with my mei and dad. It was a scary thing to say that but I guess I am getting to dislike them. I hope it's not true.

After sch, I had my lunch at hm. Then I quarrel with my sister for don't what reason. Later, my mom say that she need to buy somethings and so I say I shall follow her and help her. But I the end they fell asleep. I having stomach cramps and some giddiness so I went to by bed and have a rest but in the end I fell asleep. When I was awake, My dad start to nag at me and was like scolding me. He asked my why did I went to slp and never help out. Now then I know that sleeping without his permission is also a wrong. And his excuse is I want to collect my handphone and I never help my mom then we have to reach there late and bla bla bla.....

Life is hard for me.It hard for me to know and understand. Maybe because I just wish to be a very very simple person but things don't go the way I wish. I feel worry, I feel sad. I was thinking of crying but I know that I is just going to be childish so I won't cry.

I wish that my life is going to be easier. I hope that I will have a prince to save me... hahas =)