Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Finally all my exams are over and school holiday is coming. I tot that it should be a very good day for me because I can relex le.But actually NO.My dad and didi are all giving me faces, and this give me a really bad mood.

This bad mood make me realise something that I really have little love from the earth. And many many questions came into my mind. Why are people living in the earth? Are everyone like me? Does anyone love me? Are my parents loving me? Do they care about me? Who I am? Why am I living I the earth? Is there any meaningful things that I can do in life?

I'm really mad! Damn angry... My dad say that I waste his money. He only give me $15 dollars a week and can only spent a tiny little amt of his salary. The way he is talking to me is like telling me that I have spent alot of his money and he cannot afford anymore. Did I? He is accusing me.

I watch a very romantic drama show, titled You Jian Yi Lian You Meng. In the show there is a girl that is lack of family love and even lose his true love since she has been admiring from the age of 12. Although she didn't have a happy childhood but at the age of 22 a very romantic and rich man came to rescue her. Although the man is abit older but he really loves the girl and give her many loves, happiness and care. I can say that he is a very perfect man. And this man is the future for her.

I also hope that my prince can come a rescue me. A guy in the show...
I shall stop here today. Good nite...