Thursday, July 26, 2007

Just finish with my exam. And result is out. Not bad, got A for both my subject this CA. But has not counted the overall, hope that it will not get too bad. Very stress on what topic to choose for the next team. Why is life so hard? Study, work then die.

Life to me is very tough. What is family for? I'm not sure. To my, maybe is very calculative, selfish and even cold blooded. Do you know that even when you are at home facing ur parent and sibling you still have to but a mask infront of ur truth personal is the worst thing in life.

I got A in my recent CA. I worked so hard to achieve it.I prove to myself that I can, but why can't they give some encouragement? And they even scolded me beacause of some little things. Can't they feel happy for me? Why can they just break my happy day in afew seconds time? The world is so heartless that I sometimes hope that the earth and disappear faster!

Thanks Alfred for helping me with the project and Ming Yang has help me alot in my project work and I wish to say a Thank you to you. Thanks for helping me and you even burn midnight oil with me together. Thanks alots.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007Y

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

hahas~ Finally yesterday I finish building my working table le.Although It took alot of space but it looks great...The living room look so much bigger now.Know why? hahas~ all the computer is now all move to the respective room le...Whee~

Tml got accounts CA. Must work hard~ jia you =)

Sunday, July 15, 2007Y

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Yesterday, got into a quarrel again. haiz~ Why things always don't goes the way I want??? Early in the morning went to yoga lesson. Actually, I was very happy because the teacher say that my posture is very beautifully done. Then later in the afternoon went to IKEA to buy my study table/work table. But I didn't know why my meii want to quarrel with me? She says this: "The room is small and you want to buy a big table. You very selfish, only know to think about youself. Always slack at home, never clean the house. These job are always done my me."

What the Hell is she talking??? What is I didn't do the housework? Did she see with her own eyes? Am I very selfish? Then what about her? she is more worst then me lor... Only know how to say others, then what about herself? And when she lose the fight the only thing she know is to cry and she will surely win... The worst thing is, even my daddy also side her? She is in the wrong and my dad side her.

What kind of world is this? Although I am the elder sister but does that mean that I always have to give ways to them? Then what am I? I am still a human in the end...so what's wrong with being a elder in the house? That is really too unfair to me! My parents have the eye to see. Did I really slack at home doing nothing and she is the one working so hard, doing all the housework?